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misguided grief
Posted by Slowplum
on
9/03/2003 08:23:00 PM
had a bad day again
she said I would not understand
she left a note
and said "i'm sorry, i
had a bad day again"
i'm feeling icky and bleh. kevin has an earache, poor little bug. celeste is moody from either lack of sleep or too much stuff going on during the weekend. she goes to school september 13th. she can't wait!
She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said i'm sorry i
Had a bad day again
dude, that is totally me today, right down to the fucking shoelace.
ok i'm going to go cry or whatever it is girls do when they're upset and have nowhere to release it all. maybe i'm still hurting from this grandfather dying business. i don't know.
...is it so wrong to cry?
(it feels like it is wrong)
and all that's going on in my head is
(i loved you i hated you i love you i hate you god damn you you left you fucking bastard and you left us all and you left us all and you left us all you fucker)
this isn't healthy. i need a nap.
she said I would not understand
she left a note
and said "i'm sorry, i
had a bad day again"
i'm feeling icky and bleh. kevin has an earache, poor little bug. celeste is moody from either lack of sleep or too much stuff going on during the weekend. she goes to school september 13th. she can't wait!
She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said i'm sorry i
Had a bad day again
dude, that is totally me today, right down to the fucking shoelace.
ok i'm going to go cry or whatever it is girls do when they're upset and have nowhere to release it all. maybe i'm still hurting from this grandfather dying business. i don't know.
...is it so wrong to cry?
(it feels like it is wrong)
and all that's going on in my head is
(i loved you i hated you i love you i hate you god damn you you left you fucking bastard and you left us all and you left us all and you left us all you fucker)
this isn't healthy. i need a nap.