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Posted by Slowplum
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4/14/2004 09:32:00 PM
the wake is friday night. the funeral is saturday.
i was supposed to be volunteering my time for the walk for MS on saturday. i think i am going to cancel. the funeral needs to be attended. i need closure. i could go to the wake but... not the same, you know?
i keep flipping from laughter to tears.
day two of having to deal with the public all day was horrendous. i can not articulate it.
i eventually broke down and visited one of the counsellors that my company has available for everyone all week.
i ended up having to stay a bit later to catch up with work because of it, but it was worth having a disinterested shoulder, if that makes any sense at all.
i'm still in shock, i think. it's still surreal.
i was supposed to be volunteering my time for the walk for MS on saturday. i think i am going to cancel. the funeral needs to be attended. i need closure. i could go to the wake but... not the same, you know?
i keep flipping from laughter to tears.
day two of having to deal with the public all day was horrendous. i can not articulate it.
i eventually broke down and visited one of the counsellors that my company has available for everyone all week.
i ended up having to stay a bit later to catch up with work because of it, but it was worth having a disinterested shoulder, if that makes any sense at all.
i'm still in shock, i think. it's still surreal.