Saturday, March 26, 2005

because life couldn't get any stranger

my sister-in-law's (recently ex) boyfriend committed suicide yesterday. he hung himself. she had moved out just this week and still hadn't collected anything. his mother was to take him out for breakfast this morning... the police found him. i can't think. all i keep thinking is holy fuck. she only just found out today. the police came to her workplace and brought her back in to town.

i spent almost all day with her, and all i kept doing was talking, talking, talking. making her laugh at my inane dribble because i didn't know what else to do. except hold her when she cried. and hold her head when she vomited after drinking too much. i don't know.

she's angry, of course she's angry, i don't know what else to do. i'm angry too and i'm thinking of things that have happened in the past and it makes me angrier.

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